Friday, October 11, 2013

The Piano

Last night's in class English assignment was to write a poem about an object we saw yesterday (in 10 minutes!). I came up with this:

The Piano

My hands rest on the black and white keys.
I marvel and wonder at the sound
This majestic instrument
Allows me to coax out of it.
So comfortably my hands fit the weighted keys
like a perfectly tailored suit.
Beautifully;
Dynamically;
I play.
Everything else goes away;
Leaving only me,
The music,
The piano.


Not too shabby for ten minutes, if I do say so myself.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

The Seasons of Yarn Crafts

I am taking my last required English class this quarter; EWRT 02, Critical Reading, Writing and Thinking. On the very first day of class, we reviewed the syllabus and then were told to write a 3-4 page handwritten (double-spaced at least) essay about a hobby, a job, or a parent that we had to turn in before leaving that night. WHAT?! Day one!?

Anyway, this is what I turned in.

The Seasons of Yarn Crafts

     As a little girl, I would often observe my mother while she was watching television. She couldn't simply watch the television. She always had some project or another in her lap; crochet, knitting, mending, or beading a wedding gown. She is an amazing seamstress.
     Somewhere between age eight or ten she taught me how to crochet. I made potholders for my grandmothers, scarves and blankets for my dolls, and once even a hat for the cat - though the cat didn't seem to truly appreciate my time and effort.
     As puberty hit and my rebellious side came to fruition, the craft got lost in the ether. I didn't want a hobby that an 'old lady' would enjoy! Crochet is for moms and grandmas.
     My life took a few interesting twists and turns, but of course those are all stories for a different day. At age 35 I decided I wanted to make all of my Christmas gifts. As the second eldest of ten children, there are a lot of gifts to make! However, I had no particular skill to apply to making a gift, let alone twenty of them!
   Then I remembered those few years as a child when I was crocheting. As it was 20+ years later I certainly remembered nothing, but unlike when I was eight, we now have a wealth of knowledge at our fingertips via the internet! "I'm sure youtube can teach me," I thought.
     A few videos later and my trip to the craft store had not been in vain. I texted pictures to my mother who proclaimed, "you are a natural!"
     Four months later, at Christmas, I proudly presented my siblings, siblings-in-law, parents, nieces, and nephews with their homemade gifts. Their 'oohs' and 'aahs' at my handiwork contributed significantly to my satisfaction at a job well done.
     That was just over three years ago, and I have branched out from crochet to include knitting and tatting as well. Without the teenage hormones and angst telling me I have taken up 'old lady' hobbies, I actually have flourished and created my own patterns as well as completed countless blankets, pillows, sweaters, doilies, hats, scarves, and... well, you get the idea.
   Nowadays, when sitting in front of the television I always have some project or another in my lap. My husband often asks, "Are you crocheting or watching TV?"
     "Why not both!" is my favorite retort. I then resume my work with a smile on my face and am proud that I have become just like my mother.

I took some creative license about how old I was when I learned or what I made back then. I don't actually remember, but I thought it would be nicer for the story to throw something specific in there.

Thursday, September 12, 2013

WoW vs Real Life

I have been thinking a lot lately about how much I miss getting serious about the World of Warcraft. I miss stressing over boss fights and making sure my gear is gemmed / enchanted. I miss going into the fray of a fight and trying to keep everyone healed up or making sure my DPS is spot on missing nary a button push of my rotation. I miss rolling (and hopefully winning) on the fattest of lootz after a boss has been downed knowing that we accomplished something as a team.

However... I have decided I am content to be a casual gamer. I like going home and playing the piano for a while, and then doing some laundry or misc. household task. Some nights after dinner I like to just crochet in front of the TV, read a book, or work on my novel. It's like my own personal me time (until school starts again in a few weeks).

But then, I start to miss the interactions with my guildmates and will log into the game to level a character, pet battle, achievement whore, or what have you so that I can chat and goof around with my friends. So, to me, WoW is more of a social outlet than a game at this point (but the game play is of course fun too, so keep that content coming!).

My husband is a more serious gamer. He leads the 10m raid team and is an officer of the guild. He spends almost every night in game being very good at both of those things. And you know what? That's okay! I can totally understand how fun it can be to do that and I know that come the weekend (and some weeknights) we will go out and do other stuffs together... or we'll goof around in game together.

I am sure that my past experiences as a serious gamer make me more understanding of that than one who has never played. I can understand that if you have never experienced the thrill of an MMORPG (specifically downing a particularly difficult boss) that it would be hard to grasp the concept of why we can't have dinner with friends on a Tuesday just because it's raid night. I have been there and totally get it. There is no difference between him having a raid commitment and me having a yoga class or dragon boat practice commitment.

The bottom line is: WoW is a fabulous game, and it can be taken seriously without letting it take over your life completely. It also has tons of great content for the casual gamer. Real life will always take priority when it really matters -- but it is so great to have a social outlet and is a nice escape from real life when I want it.

Monday, September 9, 2013

Cheating on Keto

Eating half a grilled cheese sandwich really did me in. I felt FULL the rest of the day Friday and into the night. I didn't eat anything else that night because I felt like a lump of lead was in my belly. Saturday I felt a little hung over and was glad we had nothing really planned. I started eating again, but WOW -- that bit of carb I ate totally kicked my ass. My GI system is still not quite right and now it's Monday.

It is very probably a coincidence, but I also gained two pounds last week. Coincidence or not, I am NOT cheating again until the planned vacation in November.

Friday, September 6, 2013

I bought a Belt Melt for Brandon Belt at The Melt today

So, I went to The Melt to meet Brandon Belt this afternoon. I decided... after standing in line to meet him, I should probably get the Belt Melt while I'm here (especially because if you take a picture of the sandwich and hashtag it on twitter, you are entered to win some Brandon Belt gear). Now, I haven't cheated on Keto since I started in early May, so I figured it was okay as long as I get plenty of exercise tonight, tomorrow and Sunday. I ordered the sandwich and they asked for my Initials. BB. About 15-20 minutes later, I noticed that my order isn't up on the board anymore. I asked and it turns out they thought that the Belt Melt order for BB was for Brandon Belt and gave the sandwich to him. I offered to pay for his sandwich too, but they wouldn't let me. They actually tried to refund MY sandwich, but I wouldn't let them. I wanted to be able to say I bought a Belt Melt for Brandon Belt at The Melt today. They made me another one, and technically my sandwich was free... I bought one for Belt though.

The Belt Melt
By the way: The keto cheat? I only ate half the sandwich (my coworker was MORE than happy to devour the rest) but I think I can honestly say it was quite possibly the best grilled cheese I have had in my entire life.

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Betan's Top Tips for a Successful Lifestyle Change

1. Knowledge is Power. Do your research. Make sure the lifestyle you choose is right for YOU. No one else can decide that for you. Arm yourself with knowledge and know what you’re getting yourself into. CONTINUE your research throughout! If something doesn't feel right, chances are someone has gone through the same thing. Utilize the wonderful internet we have (for more than just porn). You shouldn't have to pay someone else to help you lose weight. Be your OWN nutritional adviser by doing the research/legwork and I think you will be much more likely to stick with it.

2. Decisions, Decisions! Decide up front that you can do it and will stick with it. Get into the right frame of mind before taking the plunge. Also, make sure the timing of that decision works with any upcoming plans (e.g. wedding).

3. Get Support. Find a community or friend to help you on your journey. You don’t have to do it alone. Also, you don’t need your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend/roommate/fiance (etc.) to do it with you, but you do need his/her support. Decide that it’s okay for him/her to eat his/her way and you can eat your way, but make sure he/she is going to accept your decision to make the lifestyle change for yourself. He/she loves you and should champion your decisions.

4. Be realistic. Don’t say that you will never again drink a coke, or eat a slice of cake, or make a poor eating decision. You likely will. Just know that when you do make that decision you will be armed with the knowledge of how it will affect you in the short and long term.

5. Get Active. A diet without exercise is an exercise in futility (and you can quote me on that). That doesn't mean you have to go to the gym every day. Structured exercise is great, but just increased activity is a step in the right direction. To truly make a healthy lifestyle change, I think that increasing your activity level will help you be most successful.

6*. Lifestyle Change vs. Diet. Did I just say something about a diet? I did! But a ‘diet’ is simply a particular selection of food that is habitually eaten. Your dog is on a diet… your cat is on a diet… you are currently on a diet. What you want to do is make a lifestyle change. This might include modifying your current intake and therefore changing your ‘diet’ to be more healthy. Just remember that ultimately what you are getting into has to work for the long term as well as the short term... or I don’t think it will work at all.


*Why must tips come in multiples of 5 or 10? I'm doing SIX!

Betan is not a blogger

I decided to blog one summer (circa 2011). After about 3 months of serious posting it turned into the occasional picture of food or nail art. [Isn't that what Twitter is for? Yes. Yes it is.] Then, my sweet husband deleted the domain account. Blog be gone! Six months later - when I decided to post something again, I was furious. But I was blogging!! Maybe not so much if it is 6-12 months between posts... I forgive him.

In February I decided to blog again and made a blog on blogger where it could be stagnant for years and not get deleted. I started a wonderful post. Two sentences in it seems I saved my progress and never published it.

In April I decided to blog about doing NaNoWriMo camp. I made a post that day and actually published it! Houston, we have progress. A month later I posted again to admit I had taken on too much and wasn't able to meet my goal toward the novel.

In May I decided to start a blog about cooking, specifically because having just started keto I wanted a place to put some keto friendly recipes and pictures about food. I made a post that day and actually published it... with pictures and everything!

In August I decided to start a blog where I can take all the old posts and put them on THIS blog and it will look like I actually post more than once a year. Then I can delete the other failures. Brilliant or Banal? You be the judge.

What makes me think this time will be any different? I don't really.  So, If you're bored and want to use the internet for something other than porn.... read on.

Friday, May 31, 2013

Keto Friendly Chocolate "Milkshake"

I currently have braces. Before keto, I would grab a Jamba Juice on the days I got a tightening. Jamba Juice, however, murderously puts me out of ketosis. Most of what I eat on keto is not "sore mouth" friendly, so I would need to bump up my protein for the day with some SPI (Soy Protein Isolate) powder. Simply mixing the powder with water does not at ALL satisfy the palette. Thus, I came up with this "milkshake" which, yes, yields 1.5g net carbs*. If you make it without the SPI, it tastes better. You aren't getting that protein boost, but can be nice for a frosty treat.
*Carbohydrates per serving may vary by brand.
In a blender, mix all ingredients save for the Whipping Cream and Protein powder and blend.
These are just the brands I used. This is not a promotion.
Add in the cream and SPI and blend some more.
These are just the brands I used. This is not a promotion.
Poor into mug (chilled if you got it) and serve.
No, you don't have to serve it in  an Optimator Mug, but why wouldn't you?

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Too much!

Well, I think I have taken on too much once again. I am just under 4000 words, and we're more than 1/2 way through the month. I have gotten stuck a few times. I think even when camp is over, I will continue with the story because I have got a good one going, but I am not so sure I am going to actually make the word count this month!

Monday, March 11, 2013

Camp NaNoWriMo

So... I'm going to do Camp NaNoWriMo next month. I've barely got more than a title/idea going right now, but think a word count goal of 15,000 is not going to be too much (given my work/school schedule as it is right now). I hope to accomplish a LOT in the first week of the month because I won't have classes that first week!

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Pangalaxic

My old blog was deleted due my infrequent posting. So... I made this one. The old was Pangalactic -- but unfortunately someone took that one. Sad. But true. Well, here we go again!